today there was ce yan. i screwed up. real bad. ting was really good. i got the lowest out of the 4 da ge rens. i suck. omg. i didnt feel so bad at first. but after coming home i feel damn screwed. i even ate sushi tae with my parents. but i didnt really enjoy it, cos somehow i feel that i dun deserve that meal. argh. i was really nervous today and made loads of mistakes i shudnt have made. even jolene was like "aiyo! why shi bai so much today!" i seriously rather trade have my cheng gong everything and be constant than have little bits of nice poses here n there but drop my apparatus everywhere. haiz. BUT I READ JIANG LAOSHI'S BLOG. "其实不要太去担忧，只要尽力做到最好，展现出自己最美的一面就可以了." i really must be calm when i shang chang. really shud not let nervousness get the better of me. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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zeng yu 15 105'09 205'10 311 '11 411'12 rhythmic gym Hello stranger, do you like potatoes? I oh-so-love potatoes, they give me high sensations. If you hate potatoes, I hate you. So, go join the anti-potato-ians and hide in a corner.