trying to save a dead blog. anyway, it doesnt feel like a saturday becos norm go school for founders' day and afternoon training. yay jiang is back, but i'll miss zhen, she was stricter and her expectations of xiaojiti was much higher. based on our performance today, she would have said it's lousy, but jiang said hai ke yi. i suck. i keep dropping the rope at stupid momnents. oh gosh, im definitely freaking out for competition liao. but i cant wait for the sleepover! which is like the night b4 comp. GAH. i cant wait to try on the LEOTARD!! AND MAKEUP! AH but comp is the main thing. the judges, shit i haet the strict judges. so scary. nvm, just have to train hard, since jiang has confidence in us, but at least get a bronze, break the 'legacy' of xjt always getting last the past few years. difficult. so much stress. haizz not looking forward to march hols. exam after tat straight away. AHH COMPETITION