my blog is dead so i shall revive it. YIKES comp's in less than 1 month's time, like 3 weeks then next Saturday is ce yan shit la omg i hope i wont freak out. monday training was awesome for xjt cos we did 2 consecutive cheng gong ones! but wed's not so gd! AHHH because of MEEE i hate myself, i shi bai at all the stupid places, at the beginning i had no time to untie my rope, and then when it got untied, i forgot the next movement! AHH so crappy! i really hope tat doesnt happen on comp. omg i just freak out when i think of comp. but im really excited for pre and post comp activites - xjt + maybe denise sleep over and post-comp dinner! WOOTS! but it will only be nice if we win. gah. ok, must gambate and train real hard! C=